Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Numbers as Indicators

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Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts --- Albert Einstein


Timor-Leste is one of the countries in South East Asia with the highest incidence of malaria. It is one of the leading causes of maternal mortality in the country. My organization is implementing a project on Maternal and Child Health in two districts in Timor-Leste. It is on the last stages of project implementation and at the moment we are just consolidating the activities and now preparing for end-of-project evaluation. At this stage, stories of most significant change are being collected.

The focus of the story this time is the health staff of the community health center but I won’t be dwelling in details about their story. Though one thing for sure, the project has created impact to the health services of the sub-district. This was based on their personal account of how the project enabled them to deliver health services to the remotest villages through the trained community health volunteers. A major focus of intervention was decreasing malaria incidence in the communities. During the visit to the health center, I collected data on statistics of malaria cases to support my story. Based on the humble records of the laboratory technician, yes, I call it ‘humble records’ because patients who underwent malaria tests are recorded in a notebook improvised by the laboratory technician which was admirable because of the ingenuity in marking positive  and negative results. It was only in 2011 that the Ministry of Health developed a log book for the laboratory.

Counting manually, recorded cases of malaria in 2009 was 27 and in 2011 it was 702. Judging by the figures, immediately the conclusion would be: the project failed because instead of decreasing the prevalence, it had increased. The number shows a different story. When asked why the number increased, the health staff cited a number of reasons: 1.) increased awareness of people about detection and management of malaria; 2.) information about the availability of laboratory for malaria testing at the community health center; 3.) regular information dissemination by the community health volunteers. Therefore, detection of malaria has increased as more people go to the clinic at the onset of malaria symptoms.

I realized that increasing or decreasing figure does not always show the real picture. Since I started focusing my development work in Monitoring and Evaluation, I have never been a strong advocate of ‘quantitative indicators’ alone. The results you are measuring always matter.  That is why I always believe in mixed indicators which is balancing quantitative indicator with qualitative indicator so that numbers are properly described and analyzed. I also believe in collecting significant change stories because it’s a testimony of the changes in people's lives or the community as a result of the project's intervention. It’s a story of change which comes from the people who are the main actors of the development process.

After completing the interview, it reminded me of what Albert Einstein said: not everything that counts can be counted and not everything that can be counted counts. Indeed!

On a side note, this was the road on the way to our project area. It's a National Road. We waited for few minutes while the road was being cleared for vehicles to pass through.






Sunday, April 8, 2012

The Risen Lord in Me



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What struck me most from all the homilies during the 3-day celebration of the passion of Christ was the message during the Easter Vigil mass that was ‘Don’t lose heart; God is at work in your lives’. Many times I have told friends and even clergy friends, I have stopped praying for something because for so long I have been praying for it but I always end up getting not what I have prayed for. My clergy friends react in silence but other friends would keep assuring me, in His time.




In all my assignments, this is the first time I have observed Holy Week from start to finish. Even when I was working with Caritas in Zambia, Holy Week was an opportunity for me to spend holidays exploring nearby countries or other places within the country. This year, it’s different. I’m not sure if it’s because of different priorities, the geographical nature of Timor-Leste, the solemnity of the celebration, or the crossroads I am trekking at the moment. Whatever the reason(s), I am glad for this transformation in my life. For 3 years now, I am in a situation where I always find myself asking if I am doing the right thing or oftentimes finding a reason to justify it. I wanted to get out of it but I always find myself pulled back and in the end, I am once again trapped. The realization during this Lenten celebration is clear to me and all I am asking is wisdom to think properly and clearly so that I could lead myself to making the right decision. Strength to carry all the pains I am and will be going through for taking this decision. I know it won’t be easy as I thought it would be, but these two things are all I am asking for, to set myself free from this trap. A trap which led me to deception, cheating, countless pains, drenched pillows from tears, unaccounted phone calls, sleepless nights, trips back and forth to SOS hospital in Ha Noi.  Decision made which transformed me to a different person.  


On the celebration of the risen Lord, is also a resurrection within me. It’s not going to be easy but like the message of the Easter Vigil, I should not lose heart because God is working in my life. Happy Easter!

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Road Trip to Jaco Island

Jaco Island is one of the few must-see places in Timor-Leste. For a brief profile of Jaco Island, here is a link from wikipedia: Jaco Island.

Together with friends in Dili, we have been planning this journey sometime back. Initially, it was a big group but on its final stage, we ended up a 'group of four', Zeidy and her son, Dhidhak and me. Due to different reasons, the rest of the gang failed to join us. 


Despite the long and bumpy ride, it was worth the trip. The turquoise blue waters, long stretch of white sands, diverse mangrove species, absence of infrastructure, litter-free surroundings, these are few of the many attractions of the island. I just hope that even when the government of Timor-Leste or other 'aid' or 'development' organizations develop this area for tourism, the ecological aspect of it will be seriously considered. What it is now is the reason why people visit the Island. It should be maintained the way it is and the present development in Valu Beach, not in the Island. However, there are a few things that need to be improved for the safety and security of visitors/tourists: 
  • life vest on the boat while crossing the short stretch (more or less 15 minutes) from Valu beach to Jaco Island;
  • a stand-by boat in Jaco Island instead of just dropping and picking up visitors and leaving them on their own in the island; 
  • minimum standards of toilet in the guest house at Valu Beach;
  • signage in the junctions on the road, either ways - using Com or Lospalos road
Mere description of Jaco Island and the trip is not enough, so I made a photo story for better appreciation of its natural beauty, and to tickle the reader's imagination and eventually be encouraged to come and visit.  






I hope you enjoyed the road trip to Jaco Island...









Sunday, February 26, 2012

My Best Friends' Forthcoming Weddings

Take note of the noun, it's plural! yes, my two best friends are getting married on the same year. One of them has been with her boyfriend for almost 3 years now while the other one had just been found recently by her boyfriend. I am overjoyed for both of them because I knew that they deserve to be happy. 
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They are my two closest friends, we were actually four but one of them migrated to the US and so the 3 of us were left in the Philippines until I started my journey to the road less traveled by. While taking this journey, they have been with me. They have been a witness to my life's development both personal and professional. They knew everything about me, they have laughed and cried with me, they have shared with me my successes and failures. Lately, it dawned on me that I'll be losing them, of course not physically but I am expecting and anticipating that there will be changes. 

When one of them announced the final date of their wedding and asked me to be part of the entourage, I was extremely happy. After a week, I was not expecting that the other one would also be announcing that she's getting married in December. I felt happy upon knowing it while at the same time shocked by the news. It was least expected because a month ago, just before I left the Philippines, she told me that there is nothing official going on between them, so receiving this news in less than a month, shocked me indeed. 

Later that evening, I realized that i'll be alone. I have a partner and have sustained it for a long period of time, long distance! No clear directions to where it is heading but all i knew is, I am happy with my relationship despite its challenges. With my friends around me, there was no personal pressure or any longing to have a husband or start a family of my own because I knew they are there but this recent development is an awakening for me, like what my mom would always tell me, friends won't always be around for you so better look for a partner. It dawned on me that indeed it's true. Of course my mom is always there though i knew that it won't be forever. It's great though that I found new friends who are single like me and the same age as mine who I think are blessings in another form. 

I am hoping and praying that whatever is His plan for me, I'd better be prepared for it, emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually.